Havnt updated in awhile....I didnt forget about writing here though. I dont know what i've been doing. I cant remeber what I last wrote here even. Lets see, I actually have had sometime away from the kids recently. It was nice, my mom goot that on Saturday night, and brought them home Monday afternoon. THEN There other grandma came and got the girls only hours later. She came tuesday and then got Andrew on Wed. And they came home today for good. I attempted a trip out on my dads boat with my sister and her family. It didnt work out too well though. We were as far from the boatlaumch you can bee, and it died! This happened 2 years ago too. That time the distributer was pretty much ripped into pieces. Took the cap off and seen screws and other bits in there. But we were right by the luanch that time. So what happened this time? Distributer again. Only a bit different. The time he is pretty sure the fiber gear is destroyed but cant see in there. It dont run with a belt, so it has internal gears. One is cast iron, the other fiber. So we finally flag someone down, we were up on a really rocky, cliff, full of logs and trees shore, we drifted there. The area we were at was a part of the river channel. So they tow us to the luanch, what nice people. It took over an hour to get there. So that was that.

Yesterday I went to my friend Bonnies again. We had fun for sure. We ended up walking up town for a bit. What she always does, wander the town in the middle of the night. But thats the only time the kids arent around. Came home early in the morning, Jeff came and got me. He took me to breakfast that I wasnt really awake enough for, then we came home. I was still tired from last ngith though and went back to sleep. I woke up at 1pm when the kids were back. I did manage to sneak a long nap later on too. And then I caught myself wanting to go back to sleep awhile later. I dont know what the deal is. Making up sleep or what? I didnt have that rough of a night at all to be sleeping like that. But now that its night time Im not so sleepy. Should be soon though, few drinks, bit of smoke, feeling good. But hey, if it makes me sleep in a bit here, its great really. This is somthing I do rarely though, not all the time. So dont think Im a bad person by no means. I guess its just one of them periods of time that it happens more often than usual. Soon it will be non existant probably, for who knows how long.

Then there is Jeff. He is still sucking up a little bit. Only cause he still plans on having her stay here for a little while. No matter what I say, It wont change his mind. I found a picture of her in his car, he called me while at Bonnies to ask for it. He knew I had it. I wasnt going to give it back, it was in the garbage can already. But I honestly just didnt want to deal with it when I got home. So I got it back and the first thing he wanted when he picked me up was the picture. I think thats the only reason he came to get me. In any case, he put it back where it was. He says he found it on the floor, and that he is going to give it back to her. We will see about that. Im going to be sure to ask her about it too. I havnt talked to her since she left here, but I know that I will before she is gone. He has talked to her at least twice that I know if now. We are going to the races on Friday, to the other track we dont go to often, and I guess she is the babysitter. Thats just great. I knew I shouldnt have said yes, but I really do want to go.

Thats it for now I guess.